"I was so pleased to be seen I made him repeat it."

Question

I suppose some people can weep softly and become more beautiful, but after a real cry, most people are hideous, as if they’ve grown a spare and diseased face beneath the one you know, leaving very little room for the eyes. Or they look as if they’ve been beaten. We look. I look. Once, in fifth grade, I cried at school for a reason I cannot recall, and afterward a popular boy—rattail, skateboard—told me I looked like a druggie, and I was so pleased to be seen I made him repeat it.

I'm kind of confusing in understanding the bolded part. Does it mean that the author was so pleased because the popular boy saw her and ask him to call her a druggie again? Is there sarcasm in here?

Answer 1

I'm not surprised you are confused by that last sentence. I suspect that as a direct result of crying (the incident in fifth grade) the author's face was blotchy, and perhaps her nose was red (can happen to anybody) and that's why the boy said she looked like a druggie.

To be honest, I don't know what a typical druggie looks like - not within my experience - but perhaps it involves having a blotchy face and a discoloured nose.

However, the author was just so relieved that someone had taken notice of her and spoken to her (even though she was not being paid a compliment), she asked the boy to repeat himself. No doubt to prolong the attention she was getting.

I doubt if the boy was being sarcastic, just open and honest. The author sounds as if in need of attention.

Answer 2

This sentence is from the book The Crying Book. I guess it is sarcasm to himself