It's like the feeling you get when you have second thoughts or second guess yourself. Not really suspicious, but more with a self reflection/introspection tone.
As I thought more about what she said, I began to feel ___. Why didn't I catch her cues the first time? When I ran over the speech again, I felt ___. Why was it so difficult for me to accept what he wrote? Also, what are some verbal cues that can describe this feeling?