The author says that it is extremely difficult to concentrate during sitting meditation. That's how he describes it:
"But I couldn't simply sit in a quiet temple without my mind being filled every second with the fireworks of clutter. After a few years I thought I had deconstructed the many dimensions of that moment, but it was upon joining the team at Flow months ago that I realized I still had work to do".
What does the phrase "deconstructed the many dimensions" mean in this text?
I found the term "dimensional deconstruction", but I doubt that it is applicable. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dimensional_deconstruction