You may be thinking of "affectation," as in definition 1. Though it differs slightly in its connotation, affectation has to do with pretense and attempting to project a particular appearance or generate a particular perception. Many people do things affectedly so that they can be perceived as being a part of the mainstream or "going along with the crowd," even if they don't genuinely understand what they're doing.
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