If eloiseEloise HAD become pregnant before going to the monastery then she shell be saying , it's fine for a blameless vestal to go to a monastery and be forgotten, ignorance is bliss but not for Eloise she is not blameless.she willingly succumbed to love and is now being asked to forget and be forgotten abd live in a forgotten world world.she is being asked to go back into her box.
andAnd unlike the vestal who can worship and be in gods devotion its, it's hell for eloiseEloise because she had long since substituted god for abelaineAbelaine. In fact her obsession for him defeats her ability to worship because it just takes "One thought of thee puts all the pomp to flight,
Priests, tapers, temples, swim before my sight"
One thought of thee puts all the pomp to flight,
Priests, tapers, temples, swim before my sight
Hopelessly lost in addictive fantasies about abelaineAbelaine.
