For context, the character Matt Kellner had been abducted by a serial killer. Matt Kellner did not know he had been targeted for abduction.
"What kept weighing me down with fright was that I knew that something had been happening to Matt that caused him to disappear—I believed there were forces beyond Matt’s control that led to his disappearance and had been circling him weeks before he was “officially” missing. There was no other angle from which I could look at what happened to Matt Kellner: he had been targeted, and these forces entered into his life and before it became too late to figure any of this out they had simply taken him."