Is there a native English word (or borrowed word, or word in another language for that matter) meaning:
A depression resulting from the insight that I will not understand many things.
Example Usage awe-based-depression:
"Upon reading through his classmate's mathematical proof, the profound beauty of the thought process revealed left him with a sense of awe-based-depression."
"After a year of study in medicine she felt a sense of awe-based-depression at the unfathomable complexity of the biochemistry of life."