is there another phrase entirely that is another way of saying “I have mixed feelings”?

Question

With regards to having varying difference of emotional state Ive heard the standard statements "having mixed feelings" and "Im torn " "Unsure of how I feel".... what are some ways of expressing this?

Answer 1

To be ambivalent:

having two opposing feelings at the same time, or being uncertain about how you feel:

• I felt very ambivalent about leaving home.
• He has fairly ambivalent feelings towards his father.
• an ambivalent attitude to exercise

Source: dictionary.cambridge.org/dictionary/english/ambivalent