Okay, so I am currently in the midst of trying to come clean and confess my guilt to my best friend. I messed up and gossiped with another friend about something he trusted me with. I can't properly detail just how awful I feel, nor can I measure the depth of this horrid dark pit in my stomach that has manifested around the guilt I carry.
What I say and how is very important to me. We have only been communicating via text as of late, and whenever I open up about how bad I feel and how I want to right my wrongs, he does not reply.
So I am looking for (I think) a similar idiom or other phrase to use in place of
Here I am pouring my heart out, and you can't even so much as reply.
Come clean? I don't know. I just want to find a phrase with a little more spice! Haha I put a lot of work into every text...