So, I know this is a very advanced question, because I've looked everywhere and cannot for the life of me find the right word I'm looking for.
I'm currently writing an album and I need a word that means a hate of the concept of love, however, not in an evil, bad guy way, more so a sympathetic, saddening way. I need a word that can intricately describe the feeling of being hurt by love, and result in hating the concept of love itself because of the hurt it has brought upon. I don't want any conjunctions or dash mark words (-), I want a full word.
If such a word doesn't exist, that sucks.