I am searching for a word or a phrase to call a feeling that can be defined as an opposite to wanting to die. I would use it to define a purpose in my life, because I noticed it became important for me to seek increase in this feeling. Perhpaps with a different color, but it may be expressed as enthusiasm to live, opposite to being depressed and not wanting to do things that you once enjoyed doing.
I've checked thesaurus for depression antonyms and enthusiasm synonyms and the closest word I found is zeal - "zeal to live", but I wonder if it works in life context and if there is an alternative without the eagerness part.
Jijeevisha (जिजीविषा)
. An online translation attempt shows no close English terms, though.