What does means "who cares here?" and to whom pronoun "you" refers in the following context?
So I went. It was frightening. I played. I thought, who cares here? You played Bach prelude and fugue, Chopin study, one of the Tchaikovsky Seasons and a classical sonata. For the final you had to play Tchaikovsky 1 and another concerto - I did Brahms 1 - and you had to do them back-to-back.
I found the phrase in this article: http://www.theartsdesk.com/classical-music/qa-special-pianist-barry-douglas