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- Word meaning crying, but not crying? 11 answers
You know how sometimes you want to cry, but do not cry. Maybe a few tears are shed, but you mostly just choke up. The urge to cry is there, perhaps overwhelmingly, but you suppress it somehow and don't actually cry.
Is there a word for this state? I've always used "crying" but it really isn't quite crying yet.