I need an expression or a different group of words for "long list of reasons I am unworthy/ a failure [closed]

Question

I'm looking for another way to say: I couldn't help but ponder the long list of reasons I am unworthy/ a failure.

Answer 1

You could say something like: I couldn't help but ponder the litany of my failings.

Litany has definitions of:

a usually lengthy recitation or enumeration a familiar litany of complaints

a sizable series or set a litany of problems

Answer 2

Along the same lines, catalog and host would also work. "I worked through the catalog of my failings", or "My life consists of a host of failures"

Answer 3

OP might reflect upon his multifarious shortcomings.